March 30, 2011

inevitable

they say god works in mysterious ways. with the current drawback, i couldn't agree more. drawbacks.

to begin with, the news of a friend's boyfriend - if i could put it in a delicate way - disturbed by a creature from the other world is devastating. it seems nonsensical at first but they exist. because He created us He holds the rights to give and to snatch His creation in a blink of an eye. yet again, the only thing there's left to do - even to hope for - is to ask from Him.

sleepy days, sleepless nights. maybe i need to religiously start choking in those supplements. i often just refuse to accept the fact that my body is not in the pinkest of health. lethargy seems to be the summary of my wellbeing for the day. almost everyday. i am... emotionally exhausted and who would've thought that being mentally distracted affects your health. if the mirror really is an absolute reflection, i think i'm losing more weight. i kid myself too much when i made fun of size zero.

school's a bummer once more. second half of the midterms are approaching. i need to snap out of this overwhelming empathy. pronto.